A theme has been attributed to the teachings of Apostle
Marvin J Ashton, “people fall out of the church for the same reason they fall
out of bed: they don’t get in far enough.”
This theme then causes a person to ask, “how far in is
far enough?”
The answer may be found in what the Savior taught Joseph
Smith as they met in the woods in 1820, “they draw near to me with their lips,
but their hearts are far from me, they teach for doctrines the commandments of
men, having a form of godliness, but they deny the power thereof.”
Many teachings and principles pertaining to heaven and
godliness taught within the church and elsewhere may cause a person to draw
close to our Savior. However, a person is not one with Him or His church unless
he or she has experienced and exercised His power.
How then, does one experience His power? How does the
Lord express His power and how might we observe it?
In one of my favorite passages of scripture, we see how
his power may be conveyed and measured.
1 Kings chapter 18 describes a time in the days of Elijah
where a battle of religions lingered. The population wondered if they should
worship the God of Abraham or if they should worship Baal. To end the
discussion once and for all, Elijah called upon 450 priests of Baal and offered
a challenge:
“And Elijah came unto all the
people, and said, how long halt ye between two opinions?
If the Lord be God, follow him: but
if Baal, then follow him. And the people answered him not a word.
Then said Elijah unto the people,
I, even I only, remain a prophet of the Lord; but Baal’s prophets are four
hundred and fifty men.
Let them therefore give us two
bullocks; and let them choose one bullock for themselves, and cut it in pieces,
and lay it on wood, and put no fire under: and I will dress the other bullock,
and lay it on wood, and put no fire under:
And call ye on the name of your
gods, and I will call on the name of the Lord: and the God that answereth by
fire, let him be God.
And all the people answered and
said, It is well spoken.
And Elijah said unto the prophets
of Baal, Choose you one bullock for yourselves, and dress it first; for ye are
many; and call on the name of your gods, but put no fire under.”
So doing as instructed, the priests of Baal dressed
their animal for sacrifice and began to pray. As they prayed, nothing happened,
so they continued to pray. The day grew long and their prayers became more
earnest yet nothing happened.
As Elijah watched he gave the following encouragement:
"Cry aloud: for he is a god; either he is talking,
or he is pursuing, or he is in a journey, or peradventure he sleepeth, and must
be awaked."
Though they cried louder, and mutilated their own bodies
for the rest of the day, nothing happened. Baal did not answer.
As evening approached, Elijah called the crowd to his
broken altar and had them watch him rebuild it. Once assembled, he dug a trough
around the altar and laid his sacrifice thereon. After all preparations were
made, he had buckets of water thrown on the altar to drench his presentation. (Using
copious amounts of water proved two points: Elijah knew the power of the Lord’s
fire and he knew that the same power would soon end the current famine and
drought.)
After the water soaked the altar and the animal, Elijah
prayed.
"Lord God of Abraham, Isaac, and of Israel, let it
be known this day that thou art God in Israel, and that I am thy servant, and
that I have done all these things at thy word.
Hear me, O Lord, hear me, that this people may know that thou art the
Lord God, and that thou hast turned their heart back again."
Then the fire of the Lord fell. It consumed everything,
altar, animal, stones, dirt and even the water in the trough. Through his
servant, the Lord showed his power.
1 Kings 19 describes that later, as Elijah pondered this
the Lord showed how His power could be measured:
"And he said, Go forth, and stand upon the mount
before the Lord. And, behold, the Lord passed by, and a great and strong wind
rent the mountains, and brake in pieces the rocks before the Lord; but the Lord
was not in the wind: and after the wind an earthquake; but the Lord was not in
the earthquake:
And after the earthquake a fire; but the Lord was not in
the fire: and after the fire a still small voice.
And it was so, when Elijah heard it, that he wrapped his
face in his mantle, and went out, and stood in the entering in of the cave.
And, behold, there came a voice unto him, and said, What doest thou here, Elijah?"
Even after the wind and earthquake, the Lord and his
power were measured and perceived as a still small voice. This principle can
only be understood by prayer, pondering and actual experience.
How then does one become eligible to access His power?
Power comes to a person as he or she
exercise the laws that govern. All things in nature, or with people or even within
governments and principalities obtain power via obedience to laws. The
scriptures clearly teach that all heavenly encouragements come from obedience to
the specific law that the blessing is related to:
"There is a law, irrevocably decreed in heaven
before the foundations of this world, upon which all blessings are
predicated—and when we obtain any blessing from God, it is by obedience to that
law upon which it is predicated."
Laws are universal and apply to everyone regardless of
the amount of knowledge or ignorance toward the law.
Whether I study the intricacies
of gravity or if I am clueless, it is proven that what goes up, must come down.
If I seek to defy gravity and decide to jump off a cliff, I will meet my
unfortunate end at the falling rate of 9.8 meters per second. Conversely, if I learn
enough about gravity and how to use it, I could fly to the moon.
The same applies to Laws decreed by God—whether in knowledge
or ignorance, we reap the consequence.
Financial studies have shown that one of the quickest
ways upward on a path of wealth is to give away at least one tenth of your
earnings. We would call that principle, the opening of heaven’s windows after
obedience to the Law of Tithing.
When the body is sick, before it can begin to heal, it
vacates all unused food and water. Medical journals and holistic healing point
to the health benefits of a regular fast.
Society deteriorates as it moves further from proper
human relationships and observance of the Law of Chastity.
My own observation: when parents do not honor God on the Sabbath, their children likewise do not honor them. The rising generation has strayed from home and family foundations because the home has similarly wandered away from its heavenly origins.
With diligent adherence to these and the rest of God’s
laws, we move from being nearer to Him to being one with Him. Therein is the source
of heaven’s power: obedience and oneness.
Over the years I have watched with sorrow as close friends
have fallen away from the Lord’s Church. I wish their return was as easy as
when one falls out of bed. Though each has made a certain academic or spiritual
claim as the rationale behind their apostasy, one thing has been true for each
person I saw fall: they never fully observed one or more of the following:
The Law of Chastity
The Law of Tithing
The Law of the Fast
The Lord’s Law of Health
The Law of the Sabbath
Each person that has lost their faith and left the
church, in my observation, never obeyed some or each law fully for an ongoing duration.
It has not been lack of prayer, or lack of study or lack of doing a calling,
but it has been the lack of observation and obedience.
When fully observed, a Godly power flows into one’s
life which leads a person to do the rest of their duty. But when even the
slightest rebellion occurs, light and power flee which leaves that person
floundering in a fog of doubt, temptation and weakness.
My challenge is this: observe these laws with diligence for
at least 2 years and note the power of heaven that flows into your life. It will
lead you beyond faith into the realm of knowledge. Once there, as obedience continues,
you may find yourself participating in miracles even like those of Elijah and
Moses.
To those who say the Church isn’t true, I say observe the Lord’s
laws diligently for at least two years and then see how true and tangible the
Lord and his powerful teachings become.
Let me share a few examples of the Lord’s expression of
his power in my life. Before I continue, I understand that sharing things like
this places me into more public scrutiny than I am comfortable with. However, though I
am just a man, struggling to repent each day, and am just seeking to find my way back home like the rest of us, stories like this may be of some benefit to someone.
Though I have have seen dozens of such examples, the
following few will be a sufficient sample.
One example: in Seattle, a teenage boy was in a horrible
car accident. He was smashed between a semi and another car, and then sent
flying down a hill because he was not wearing a seat belt. He was thought dead,
because his head was crushed and more than 100 bones in his body were broken. I
was called to administer a blessing. When I arrived, this boy was in an ICU and
being kept alive via machines. The family was trying to decide whether or not
the pull the plug and let this boy pass to the next life. When I saw how
serious the situation was, I went to a different room and asked for spiritual
guidance. In undeniable terms, I was told that this boy would be healed
completely and that all would be well. So I went into the room, anointed and
blessed him to be whole. As I did, I felt light and power flow out from me to
him. As I closed in the name of Jesus Christ, the flow stopped. The family may
have felt what I felt, but they were surprised to hear that he would be healed.
I left the hospital and wondered how things would proceed. Within two days he
was moved from the ICU to a normal room. Over a very short time, he was
released and basically restored to full capacity.
Another: one night as a missionary, a missionary
companion and I prayed together to end our day. As my companion prayed, we both
felt a desire to increase our prayers for personal safety. So we offered some
extra prayers. While doing so, this same feeling of light and power flowed through
me. Though I wondered why we felt such a need, I went to bed. In the middle of
the night, I woke up to the sound of pounding on our door, but I decided to
ignore it and go back to sleep. When we left our apartment the next morning, we
were shocked to see that the entire complex had been on fire. There was smoke
and water and fire damage throughout our whole building—every apartment on each
side was damaged. Oddly, though, when we went back into our apartment, we
couldn’t smell any smoke at all. When we went out to our car, we were also
surprised by what we saw. Though it was parked in the middle of 4 other ash and
firefighting foam covered cars, ours was pristine. There was no ash on it, nor
water spots, nothing blemished the shine of our car at all.
Another: while in the MTC, I woke to the screaming of my
companion. I was in a threesome. I had one deaf and one hearing companion. My
hearing companion was screaming out loud pointing at the door. My deaf
companion was asleep in his bed. When I looked over to the door, I saw a large
black thing standing against it. It was around 7 feet tall and had no discernible features. It was just a black shadow like thing that stood at the
door. Though Cruz kept screaming, I rose out of my bed, placed my right arm to
the square and commanded in the name of Christ that the thing should leave.
When I finished speaking, it turned around and walked out of our room passing
through the closed wooden door.
Another: a friend of mine and I were called to the home
of a person who was addicted to heroin. The mother of the person was at her
wits end and asked if there was anything we could do for her son. When I looked
at her son, I could tell that he had recently been high and had all
telling signs of a heroin user. I then turned to the son and asked if he had a
desire to be healed. He said yes. I felt that light and power begin to flow
again and asked if he believed that through the atonement of Christ he would be
made whole. He again said yes. So we laid our hands on him and blessed him to
be clean and whole. From that moment on he went cold turkey and did not
experience the normal and painful process of withdrawal. As far as I know, he
is still clean to this day.
Another: hurricane Isabel hit the Washington DC area in
2003 (if I remember right). while living there and an hour before the storm hit, I saw the distress of
my wife and children. I wanted to be some source of comfort to them, so I went
up to my bedroom and prayed for help. The guidance I received was to go outside
and rebuke the storm. “seriously?” That’s what I thought, but I did it anyway.
I went to the back yard, held my arm to the square and with a loud voice said
something like, “in the name of Christ, I rebuke you and say to you to do no
harm to this property or the people herein.” An hour later the storm hit.
Though we were inside, we heard the howling wind and pelting rain. It lasted
for hours, but we were warm and safe in our home. We never lost power. The next
morning, we went outside and saw the damage. There were tree limbs down
everywhere and power lines had been severed. In fact, almost everyone from
Raleigh NC to Philadelphia PA had no power. Some had it restored in a few days,
but others didn’t have any power for up to two weeks. Though all of my
neighbors had no power, somehow we did and our living space was absolutely unaffected by the hurricane.
Another: when I was serving as a Branch President in
Washington DC, I had a feeling that there were some brethren in the branch that
needed to resolve some law of chastity issues. There wasn't a good system of finding out who to speak with and I didn't want to
schedule interviews with each male adult in the unit. So I prayed and prayed
and prayed. On a certain Sunday, while the sacrament was being passed, I prayed
again. This time, I felt light and power fill me inwardly. As I looked up from
my prayer, I scanned the congregation. While doing so, I saw 4 men that were
shaded in a blue hue. I don’t know a better way to explain it. They each
appeared as though they had been covered in a dark blue shadow. I looked to my
lap and wrote the four names on my notepad. When I looked up at the congregation
again, the hue was gone and everything looked normal. I scheduled meetings with
these four brothers. Each meeting began with my greeting and something like
“hello, the Lord asked me to meet with you. Is there anything you would like to
talk about?” In each case, each brother confessed to struggling with a variety
of law of chastity issues. Over time, the issues were dealt with and repented
of.
Another: for some reason—maybe due to the experience of
living through Hurricane Isabel, my daughter has been extremely frightened by
howling winds. One day, when she did not return home as expected from 1st
grade, I went over to her school to look for her. As soon as I stepped outside and
felt the gusty wind on my face and heard the howling blow past me, I knew she
would be frozen with panic somewhere between her classroom and her home. After searching,
I found her curled up into a tight ball with her face buried deep in the grass
of the school playground. She sobbed and said she couldn't make it home against
such an awful wind. So I picked her up and carried her home. We still live in
the same home and from time to time experience severe wind. Each time, though
she’s learning to cope, she still becomes a little anxious. Another night, the
wind blew with such ferocity that much of the siding on my house blew off and
scattered itself around the neighborhood. (I guess we all could benefit from
knowing how to put siding on a house—I learned how, after gathering and reassembling
each blown piece.) I woke up one recent
night to another bout of loud and powerful wind gusts. While knowing how the wind
has damaged both my house and daughter’s psyche, I knelt in prayer and asked
the Lord if we could be blessed with a quiet and restful night. As I prayed,
light and power flowed through me and I felt that if I stood, held my arm to
the square and rebuked the wind that it would grow still. So I stood and did
just that and as soon as I uttered the word “amen” the wind stopped and didn't blow
for the rest of the night—I mean it went from window shaking gusts to
absolutely nothing.
Here is one more for now: once when on a military
assignment in Virginia, I had a day off and went to the gym for a workout. It
was a Bally Total Fitness gym in the Hampton Roads area. While working out, I
had a cold/sickly feeling stirring inside. It grew in intensity until I could
no longer proceed with my exercise. I have learned that that feeling happens to
me when there is an evil vibe around me. So I went into the locker room
and began to pray. I asked the Lord why I felt so bad. In an obvious manner, he
revealed to me that this gym was a place where evil men gathered to conduct
business in drug trade and human trafficking. I responded that the thought was
awful and wished there was something I could do. I then felt that I should
gather my things, go to the front door and upon leaving, wipe my feet off at
the threshold and rebuke the place in the name of Christ. So I did. After doing
it, nothing happened. I went to my car and waited for a few minutes, but again,
nothing happened, so I left. Out of curiosity, I returned to the place two or
three days later. When I pulled into the parking lot, I was floored. Instead of
a building, there was just a hole in the ground. The building had been razed.